goodnight for a bit

I want to post a blog. I want it to be about my walk with God, what He is teaching me and to glorify Him. 


But I cant do that without His blessing. If I'm to do this then I want it to be all for His glory. 


Lately though, my heart has not been totally for God. A few days ago I was on fire for Him! But then temptation walked in and I began to listen to secular music. 


Secular music is a weakness  guess you could say. That is like the only thing that really affects me. 


I tried finding a balance between my relationship with God and the worldly music. But there is none I soon realized (today actually). And I desperately want to be on fire for Him again. 


So, until I can connect my heart to His once again I will cease my blog postings. Because without that connection with Him who is this for?